I accept our relationship was not perfect but I could not work on what he wasn’t telling me
This is a man who I seriously love m, how do I get past his awful harshness and lack of care and respect and even begin to be happy with him?
He is sick. I am far from perfect and I own that, but he is sick. I will not accept this is my fault. Someone please tell me I am not crazy.
You are not crazy. I am currently going through the same exact thing and it does suck.